Wednesday, March 18, 2009 Y
BLINKBLINK **
Mom just now taught me how to cook "yam cake"(not sure the name)
But then she only told me tat it requires 30-45min to steam
when it came to the steaming part n she needed me to look over the flame...?!
I already told her i can only cook for 30min,max. 40-45min....
Yet i still have to fry the ingredients....
Now i m really anxious n worry about wat to cook:
Should i still hang on to the "yam cake"
OR
Change another dish?
But the problems come in:
What would be the another dish?
Will mom be angry or upset?
Will she teach me how to cook another dish?
If she doesnt want to teach or no time to teach,
wat am i suppose to do?
I still have other things to do.....:(
I feel really sad now...
I feel betrayed,
how can she tell me tis only when i thought another
burden has cleared from my shoulder?
I know she is very tired from the daily work
n she wanted to teach me quickly so tat i wont
pester her again n so tat she can rest,
but.......how can she dont treat my exam as sth important?
She wanted me to tell teacher tat tis dish requires more time
n AM I SUPPOSE TO BEG 4 MORE TIME?
It is obviously impossible to get more time...
Teacher already said the time given n
I should change the dish if it doesnt reach the requirements!
Wat should i do now...
Is not tat i dont want to try beg 4 more time,
but it doesnt make sense if u r not out of ur mind!
I have been thinking of reducing the amount cook
so as to reduce the time,
but my mum said it still requires 30 min or so as
to make sure the flour,everything is cooked..
I really feel angry now,very very angry....
WHY?
I m OK if she cant help me in HW,
or cant tell me watever i ask,
but since she's gd in cooking,
why cant she put in more effort,
i know she's exhausted from work,
but .................................................
"I M HER CHILD,
ARENT ALL THE MOTHERS CARE ABOUT THEIR
CHILD,ESPECIALLY STH RELATED TO EXAM N FUTURE?"
I m fine tat she dont ask me anything about the event in sch
I m also fine tat she never ask about my HW,
but....I m still a child,I also need love from my parents
but i dont get it,i feel jus like a passer-by,
I feel like crying now,
but i know if i cry,my eyes will be spoiled even more,
I still have lots of wishes.........